is it always this hard.

I don't remember turning 10, I don't remember even turning 20, 21, or 25.....so why is it getting to me that in a few days I'll be 30?  all I can guess is that in the past 10 years I can count my normal accomplishments on one hand....Graduated form college, got married, bought a house.....and that's about it.    I guess part of it is that with all of the stupid thinks I've done, I never expected to make is this long.  now, on the list of reduculously stupid thing I could write a book (and probably should except that the statute of limitations is still in effect for a few of my adventures.) Including one such time (pre9-11) involving a bunch of indepentant coal miners a case of beer a pine tree and a "misplaced" case of dinamite.......so why do I still feel like I have nothing to show for the past 30 years aside from alot of broken bones (none of them mine) and a failed drunken attempt to send a pine tree into orbit? (though it is possible a piece or two got close).

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