Am I rusty?

I've taken a brief hiatus from playing FPS's online. I don't know if it's because of the intimidation factor that some of these kids are insanely good. I'm looking to get back on, but I'll have to take baby steps.  I think I'll try to jump on the BF 2 bandwagon again. That one has always been friendly to me.  The one game that gets me, however, is GRAW.  That one offers the most frustration when playing.  It's been awhile since I've last played it so I don't know if they have fixed the spotty mic issue.  Another thing that frustrated me were the fixed spawn points. Many times when I played it turned into a race to get to the other teams spawn point and camp there.  Who knows. I'll try again this time with some acutal players who want to get the most out of the game.