2nd day, who dropped a nuke at my position?

• 07:00, breakfast. Missed.
• Pain: 10

I'm in hell. I have no clue what went wrong here. I woke at six and was in a bad place so I tumbled (literally) back in bed and had nightmares. Now I'm preparing lunch and I'm in a lot of pain. What I'm going to do is treat lunch as a brunch, adding 1 Pantoprazol and 30ML of Fresenius to 1 diclofenac and 2 paracetamol. So that today I only skip one Diclofenac. The worst thing one can do is doubledosing out of panic.

I wonder what causes this distress. I'm disoriented, confused, nervous and in pain. Now more than ever it seems important to me to stick to my schedule. I have this desire to run away from something, but I don't know what it is I should run away from. Crazy shit. Also, reporting a pounding headache.

So:

• 12:00, brunch, 2 freshly baked buns, 1 glass of Orange juice, 1 Pantoprazol, 1 Diclofenac, 2 paracetamol, 30 ML of Fresenius.
• Pain: see above. New index at 18:00.

===Caduceus===

We're establishing a baseline with this mix. After four weeks I have an evaluation, but if the current mix does nothing in the way of relief I can call in early. Today would be a good example to call in early, but I'm also aware of this being the first time in decades that I'm on potent medication. Weird things are expected. If in the run of the coming week this persists I'm calling it in and ask for an adjustment. But right now I'm thinking my body has this "WTFOMGBBQROARRAGE" reaction.

===Update===

• 18:00, dinner, Indonesian dish, 1 Diclofenac, 2 Paracetamol, 30ML of Fresenius.
• Pain: 8

I'm relieved to log that I have calmed down since this morning. I'm still a bit dizzy-ish and faintly nausiated but it isn't so bad as earlier today. Not that I was able to do much, mind you. I started a Draenei Mage and ended fishing in Iron Forge because that allows you to go from 0 to 300 in a matter of 2 hours. I could go further, but unless some huge auctions of mine sell, that'll have to wait. And I got Old Ironjaw out of the deal:

===Update===

• 23:00 Lights out, 1 amitriptyline, 2 paracetamol, washed down with a cola. =))
• Pain: 8

Well, time to go to bed. I'm a bit worried for how I might feel tomorrow. I hope there's no repeat of today, as that was no fun!