Cross Dressing: Nature or nuture?

The panty thing I have been into since I was a very young lad. I have worn panties all my life. My mom even knows I wear panties. When I was living at home years ago, I lost a pair of my panties from my stash. You see, my parents went on vacation, so I gathered up all my panties from my secret stash & wore them every day, then the day before my parents arrived back from their vacation, I washed them all. I counted them before I washed them, then again after the wash. I was 1 pair of panties short! I searched franticly for them, but to no avail. So I just figured they were gone for good. SO I gathered up my panties & put them back in their secure location, away from my house.

Then the day after my parents came, my mom did the laundry. In the evening, I found a pile of my clothes on my bed, all nice & folded with the missing pair of panties on the very top of the pile, washed & folded. I was in shock. How the hell did my mom find these when I could not find them?

I have no sisters & had no gf at that time, so there was no going that route to explain these mysterious panties. They were also very different from my moms panties, so there was no confusing them.

Anyways, I decided to "test" my mom. I wore the panties & threw them in the wash. I figured if they made their way back to my undie drawer, then my mom was Ok with it. They made it back. So I wore those panties every week & my mom never said a thing. SO that why I figure my mom knows.

Also, a few years ago, my parents came over to help me install some new laminate flooring. I was bending over on my knees finishing up a section of laminate when it hit me. My panties were peeking out the back of my pants & my mom was right behind me. There was NO way she could have missed them. They were pink nylon. She never said anything, but I figure that was no surprizr to her.

I remember when I was very young, before kinder garden, my mom allowed me to play dress up in all of her lingerie & clothes. Then once I started school, I was not allowed to do that.

Also, my mom told me on several occasions that I was suppose to be a girl. I have a younger brother, but my mom really wanted me to be a girl. I bet that these feelings & the chemical reactions in her body (hormones or whatever) during pregnancy had some effect on me. This might explain why I like to dress in womens clothes.

So to this day, my mom does things unconsciously that indicate that she still thinks of me as a girl. She also brought me floral bedsheets for my bed when I was young & continued to do so when I was an adult. I still have them. It was not until my last gf told me that dudes do not have floral bedsheets. I grew up that way & figured there was no difference.

For my house, my mom gave me the old purple/pink kitchen curtains she use to use. I still have those in my kitchen.

When I got my ears pierced, my mom gave me diamond stud earrings as a x-mas present.

I use to do arts & crafts with my mom when I was a little kid. I use to go shopping with my mom when we went on vacation. We use to go to all those souvenir shops. I still LOVE going to those places when I go on vacation.

SO there you have it.