Em
Shared on Sat, 09/09/2006 - 07:47Due to the fact that I wake now by 730 am now matter how late I stay up, there is ample time to ruminate on, well, pretty much everything. This morning as I do the dishes, go through stacks of mail and make new stacks, I am thinking about the natural progression of life in general. This is it. Right now. This is my life. My life is not next week, or next month, or when this or that bill gets paid. It is right now. Am I happy? Yes. Are there losses in store for me? Most definitely. Am I losing something RIGHT now? Yes. Was it worth it? Absolutely. The past year has shown me many emotional highs and lows. Reaffirmation that all things, good and bad, will come to an end eventually. Nothing prevents the inevitable change that occurs, in hearts and minds. It is what you absorb from that change and incorporate into the RIGHT NOW that makes you who you are. Am I capable of loving myself? Yes:)Is there anyone who loves me? Does it matter? Not anymore. Because THIS IS IT. And I like it:)
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