FreeRadikal
Shared on Tue, 10/30/2012 - 08:52Dance the mad dance of frustration. I’m so sick of it. I can feel my frustration permeating into the rest of my job and my relationships here. I just hate being here sometimes. I feel like everything I ask for is like pulling teeth.
Why do I have to remember everything?
Why do I have to ask for everything?
Why do I feel I have to fight just to leave early?
Why do I have to fight through all this BS?
I ask for something and then he forgets that I asked and then it is surprised when I remind him of something. His jokes are so dry; I just stand there uncomfortably until he lets me know he is just joking. I can’t stand it anymore, I want to scream and yell and throw Jell-O around madly red, purple, lime, blue.
So I tried some new Yogurt yesterday but I am still so GD PO’d, sometimes I just can’t shake it. It bothers me so much because this is not me, not who I am. I may poke fun or act weird or whatever but I am a peaceful fun loving giant. Take these broken wings and learn to eat them with buffalo sauce.
It’s not just now or not just then, it’s pin pricks over four years, it’s like being licked to death by a thousand kittens, sure its scratchy and cute at first but it turns into a death cuddle.
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Submitted by Oldschool 2o4f on Tue, 10/30/2012 - 12:13
How big is your company? Always request everything in writing. Email rocks.
First rule of Quality, if it wasn't written down, it didn't happen...
I have someone around here that is frequently at odds on point of view, but the biggest thing I've learned from him is always get it in writing. Even if it's discussed over the phone I'll ask for an email confirming what we've just discussed. And I have all of them.
Oh 2nd rule, (mine) develop a coherent system of titling your emails for later searches...
Submitted by SquatterBag on Thu, 11/01/2012 - 09:04
Whatcha need to do is take a flash drive with your single cat jpg to kinkos and have them make a poster for you to put up in your office. Then, every time you get agitated, you just have to look at it and smile.