Another update.

I know not everyone on the site is religious. And thats cool. For those that pray, please send some my way. For those that don't, wish some good vibes or karma my way.

Got some bad news about my moms condition. It turns out the swelling in her ankle is the beginning of her achilles tendon tearing. Its not a matter of how...its  amatter of when. The doctor said theres nothing he can do until it does tear. Then its a year of recooperation for her.

My dads still working so he's hardly home, and when he is he's about a worthless as shit on a log. He doesn't help at all. So she does all the cleaning and whatnot. So after I get out of work Im trying to help her out as much as I can. My sister isn't even home much to help...shes at her boyfriends all day instead of looking for a job.

Thats really wearing on my mind...because shes been there for me since day 1...and shes sacrificed so much for me. And theres only a few small things I can do to help.
I cant quit my job....I need the money and I plan on moving out of South Carolina soon. So who will take care of her? Not my dad thats for damn sure.

Another thing has been wearing on my mind. With the moving situation coming up at some point this year, I wanna know if Julia is coming with me or not. I want her to be with me...mainly because I love her. And I want her to be free from her family. They are taking every opportunity to ruin any chance of her leaving this place.

I don't wanna leave her behind because I know long distance relationships don't last. I guess I just need to find out how she feels about it and what she wants to do and then we can decide what needs to be done then.

Thats it for now...it's getting close to quitting time.

Gatsu OUT!