Blah blah blah...

So about 2 full weeks in the new place. Still haven't actually cooked anything yet. Oven/stove is still too dirty. I'm gonna have to pull the boot straps up and finish that tonight so I can actually bake pizzas and boil water again. lol.

So far I've been pretty stress free as far as money goes. My only stress source right now is my job....and whether or not I'll have one day by day. Things haven't picked up around here at all. And I'm sure the boss is close to cutting one of the designers loose. We've lost 2 other people already. They quit....but still.

What's funny though is that even though, those 2 have quit......no one's gotten a raise, or their hours restored to full-time status yet. So I see how the boss really operates. Ah well. More work for him if he's not gonna spread the extra money to the workers.

Anyway. Things at the new homestead have been pretty smooth so far. We've got a new beta fish names Ray Pew. yeah. Jules named him. And a friend of hers brought over a Japanese Peace Lily for us as well. So the apartment is now complete.

Just gotta spend sometime to hang up the movie posters I got, and some other decorations.

Dunno what it is. But even though things are going smooth and everything seems ok....I don't feel at ease. Its not stress. Just this feeling in the pit of my stomach. Like something isn't right.....or somethings missing. I dunno. I'm sort of happy...but not complete.

- Gatsu OUT