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Falling apart...

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Shared on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 08:25

This past week has been rough for me physically and stress-wise. Problems at work, not sleeping well....pain and aches that I shouldn't have....

I've been tossing and turning every night, just not able to get to that point of sweet unconsciousness.

Physically I feel like I'm coming apart at the seams. Every day feels slightly worse than the next. Weak, achey, tired, not able to focus mentally like I want. And its causing me more stress. And its not like I can afford to drop $60 to see a doc everytime I feel bad.

And problems with my car that I've had to pay out the ass for. $300 last week to replace a fuel filter, and now a $60 tire replacement. So no "emergency" money in the account is stressful.


I feel like I'm driving a car thats about to break down physically.


- Gats

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Azuredreams's picture
Submitted by Azuredreams on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 11:44
I hope you feel better soon gats. I'm glad to hear that you're going to the doc next week. Tell him how you have been feeling and make DAMN sure that they do all of the tests possible to figure out what's going on. Especially before fucking with medication doses and or switching them all together. Don't just let them toss pills at you man. Make sure they know 100% what the problem is before you take anything.
RivalJJH's picture
Submitted by RivalJJH on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 08:30
You do realize a roll of Brawny will work just as well as a real fuel filter?
ATC_1982's picture
Submitted by ATC_1982 on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 08:38
Will send prayers your way. Hope things get better.
Lbsutke's picture
Submitted by Lbsutke on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 09:19
do you own a bogatti veron to have to pay 300 bucks to have your fuel filter changed> Sorry man, just busting your balls...just hunker (yes I used the word hunker) down and fight through it...
Gatsu's picture
Submitted by Gatsu on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 09:30
sadly it was the labor that pushed it to $300.....
TANK's picture
Submitted by TANK on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 10:04
I had a truck like that but it was paid for. So every year i basically figured it was goign to cost me $1000 in repairs to continue to drive it and for a few years i favored that over a car payment. But then it got to a point where it was becoming so unreliable that I didn't want to go more than 30 miles from home with it and that was affecting my lifestyle, so at that point i bought a new vehicle.
Hetfield's picture
Submitted by Hetfield on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 10:09
Dude, You really should go see a doctor. From the description of how you feel, It could be more than just "A bad day". Good luck to you.
aimzb's picture
Submitted by aimzb on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 10:18
+1 To what Hetfield said. I don't know you from Adam, man, but what you described sounds an aweful lot like CFS.
Gatsu's picture
Submitted by Gatsu on Fri, 08/08/2008 - 11:00
I think its the side effects of my blood pressure meds. So when I go to the doc next week I'll get him to switch my meds or give me a lower dose or something.

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