Monday Madness!

Oh my Gawwwwwd. Today has sucked.

Didn't get much sleep last night due to an Overdose on Mt. Dew Game Fuel. And I do mean OD....I think I might have gone through a 12 pack in a matter of 6 or so hours...just 1 right after the other.

And today I'm crashing hard. Got bad indigestion, head hurts....feel shaky and disconnected. Just wanna go home and sleep. But can't do it yet. Gotta wait till 5:00....doh.
Oh well. Sleep will come soon enough.

In other news:
Halloween is fast approaching. Usually its my favorite holiday....a day I get to be weird without worrying what other people think. (not that I care).
But this year I don't have the cash for a costume or any kind of fx makeup...so I'm kinda bummed out. So when all the stuff goes clearance I'll have to stockpile for next year and do something crazy.

For those that don't know...I'm an Overlord for the clan Strategic Insomniacs. We're not a huge clan...about 38 or so. But the past day or so we've seen a few members leave. Normally it doesn't irk me....but it is now for some reason. The clan's just gotten past a somewhat large drama fest that decided to kick up storm not only in our clan, but in our sister/brother clan AoW. I won't go into details....but thankfully the dust seems to be settling. The drama had nothing to do with the members leaving. They were both good guys and I really hated seeing them go. I guess they just needed to focus on something else which is cool. They are welcome back anytime.

But with all these past happenings I wonder if I'm doing right by my clan. If choices I've made or things I've done been the best thing. Or if theres something I haven't thought of to get the comradery back that we've sort of lost these past few weeks with all the drama. I don't like seeing the seperation....and after drama hits its always hard to get things back to where they were pre-drama.

Its annoying to say the least.

But I am thankful for the people I do have in SI. They are all good guys & gals.

-Gats OUT!