Life does not smell like roses

So I'm still doing my job searching with not much luck, I do have an interview with a Temp place on monday but that doesn't mean a job, a lot of places just take your info call you in for an interview and add you to their files. I really try not to have a grim out look but when the truth is the truth what can you do ? In other areas my father hasn't gone to the hospital for anything lately nor has he assaulted the orderly's lately wich also results in shiped to the hospital for a few days , but he has been hanging out with dead relatives and friends lately so apprently he's not lonely or bored cause he's gone places with them ..ahhh alzheimers&parkinsons what a wonderful shit storm you make...And my personal life is really going down the tubes Im just waiting an event to fully unfold. I don't know whats worse the prestress of you know whats going to happen or the stress that will take place during it..I should be use to this stuff by now but it takes it's toll and I'm definately not made of steel. This also doesn't help my other areas of medical I suffer from ..Shit the energizer bunny has nothing on me..lol..I've been really trying to keep my temper in check lately but that seems like a real challenge.What kills me is I use to be so patient and I can't find that again. I guess over the years of events it's taken it's toll as I'm sure it would on anyone . Sorry if I depressed or upset anyone here or online lately but all I can say is I'm just really tired and worn

Thank you

GUL74/Eric