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Lunatik-ZX

Shared on Tue, 10/31/2006 - 21:54
For those who wanna know heres a story

I knew a 28 years old man  who never knew what to do of his life trying to find a way trough meanders of shitty jobs and  dysfunctional alchoolized family .
I know a man who never wanted to be a man ... always wanted to stay this boy he was.
I know a man who tought he was a sage at 15 and today he realizes that its not always true
I know a man who is always looked up by people becase he aint studied high enough for their greatness and that is too rural for his girlfriends parent
I know a man that will stand up for every friend he has and never wanted anyone to stand up for him
I know this man ... i just didnt knew it was me before the beginning of this year ...

Im going back to school just to overcome all the thigns people think of me ... my body is the body of a man ... i just decided to stay naive and to look at all the things with a new eye everyday .  I feared responsibility, stability they were synonymous of beign my father ... today i dont crave them but i accept them ... Man i searched so long for the truth i never realized it was in front of me ... whats important in life

look in the mirror...LIFE is impotant ...it helps you learn happiness, and if you cant be happy let me tell you something ...  have you ever looked to what you possess or the person you live with or anything that may be around you and said man that beautiful... take time to admire somethings like that, take the time to breathe the sunrise and exhale the water that is flowing . 

i know my english isnt that great ... and i never written that much in my blawg ...

I just wanted everybody to know who i really am .. transparent to all so youll see what i can really do ....

People dont try to be happy ... please be happy

just be

like me ... I AM

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Em's picture
Submitted by Em on Tue, 10/31/2006 - 23:09
i love you, luna:)
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Submitted by doodirock on Wed, 11/01/2006 - 04:39
this is the best blog 2o2p has seen. Thanks so much for this.
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Submitted by twistedcaboose on Wed, 11/01/2006 - 05:56
As always Luna my dear friend, you are amazing. Good luck and talk with you soon.
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Submitted by JollyRoger on Wed, 11/01/2006 - 07:41
You are a great guy Luna, and a wonderful person. Good luck on you future endeavors and I pray for nothing but success for you.
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Submitted by Dawnfades on Wed, 11/01/2006 - 10:27
Luna, It's great to hear you're heading abck to school and overcoming many of your struggles. Best of luck and keep on keepin on. I'm rooting for you buddy! D,
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Submitted by CapnHun on Wed, 11/01/2006 - 11:29
We are all dealt a hand in the great card game of life. It is up to us to do the best we can with it. When you grow up with an alcoholic (or depressed) father that is not to happy about his life it is hard to see that manhood is a good thing. It seems to me you are doing a good job overcoming that.

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