had my breast sandwich today

Went and had my 6 month mammogram today.  I didn't want to, had to.  I waited a whole hour before they even called me.  Blah!  They just wanted to recheck the offending side.  Well, it went ok.  I'm sorta getting used to "baring it".  And the cold machine.  She just told me I was done and I could get dressed and go home.  Great!  I walk in the door and I have a message on the machine.  What?  This is like de ja vu!  Whew!  False alarm.....  Just something about picking up the lawn mower from the shop.  Then, I wasn't home 5 minutes and the phone rang!  No!  I wasn't going to answer it, but.....  another false alarm....just someone wanting me to buy something.  So, I guess that means I am ok.  The phone didn't ring again.  And the place is closed by now.  Man, I hate feeling that way.  Not knowing.  I still am having a hard time "relaxing".  I hadn't realized how traumatized I was with that whole biopsy thing until I thought there might be another one.  Not this time, anyways!