holidays, so confusing

Gahhhhh!  The holidays.  Especially this year.  I have invitations to too many places, now that I have a new friend.  He is Italian, so family is important to him.  Am I ready to meet the family?  Dunno.  But, it will be an interesting couple of weeks, to say the least.

I am still uncertain, but it is looking like a divorce is the only answer.  It is so complicated, I didn't want to do that.  There are so many people involved.  I'll have to change my will.  I have to anyways.  Sell the house?  Prolly.  Divide up our "stuff".  That seems sorta sad.  But, I guess it has to be done.  Nothing has changed for many years as far as what we own together.  The only things I can really call "mine" are the furniture and appliances, etc. that I bought to furnish my loft.  That is not considered marital property cuz we were already separated.  Other than that, it all goes in a big pile to be sorted out.  Blah.  I may not be ready for this, after all.  After the holidays?  I think so.

So, it will likely be Christmas Eve in my little loft with my daughter's family, my gsons.  And my 'friend'.  That's only 6 people.  My table seats 6 with the leaf in place, but I only have 2 chairs!!!!  lol  Who thought I would need any more than that?  Hmmm, folding chairs.  Christmas day in Virginia.  Williamsburg, nice.....  Christmas Eve, not sure, here or there?  I'm so confused!  At least my car will be fixed.  It's going in the shop Monday.  w00t!

Life is good!  Even if it is the holiday season....