pearly_54
Shared on Fri, 08/29/2008 - 16:51I am very, very restless these days. I guess I'm ready to run away from home, again. Yeh, I know, I went to the LAN and had a great time. Not enuf! I'm looking for something, not sure what, but I will have a time finding it! Good or bad? Dunno.... It's a 3 day weekend starting, well, now..... I have a very strong urge to get in the car tomorrow morning as if I am going to the gym, and just driving.....somewhere. Sometimes I think I cannot solve my dillemmas or even try to be happy unless I am alone. Remember my blog of a few days ago? For me, alone has special meaning. I have time to think, do what I want, solve problems as they come up, without any interference from anyone. But, that is not to say I can't interact with people! But, I want to do it my way, or not at all. Crazy. I want to make my own choices, my own mistakes. I have needs that are overwhelming at times, and I can't even put a name to them. Men get angry, women withdraw. I am good at that. But, I luv attention, too. I know, typical. Today my friend, Beth, gave me a very nice hug, just cuz she felt I needed it. Very nice. And, I did need it. Now, I am going to look for some of what I need......
Mood for today...
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