start packing

I am not sure about my plans for the near future.  They seem to have changed dramatically when I finally told hubby who I was making the afghan for.  It is done, btw.  All hell broke loose last night and ended with the words "why don't you just keep on going, then".  I was basically silent, as usual, and he just stormed out.  WTF?  I didn't realize that as I was working on it he was getting angrier and angrier, cuz he thought he knew what was going on and with who.  He is soooooo wrong!  But, it doesn't matter.  He doesn't trust me, and I don't care, so I was apartment hunting on the web again last night.  If I move closer to work, I will likely be living amongst students.  So, I found somethng a little off the beaten track that looks nice and prolly costs too much on a college student's budget.  Dunno when I can look at it, cuz their hours are also mine, and it's hard to connect without taking off work.  I was going to stay with him......  Now?  I'll be bringing boxes home from work starting today.

For those of you that think of me as a friend, I may need your support now.  I am afraid, even tho it is something I want, perhaps even need.  That's all.