rockcrawler69
Shared on Sat, 08/04/2007 - 08:37So much on my mind lately. So much rushing through my head. I am thinking about God every day all the time and how I can live my life according to his word, and I am enjoying life so much more. I am just so amazed at how much I am learning, at how it applies to daily life and how it truly gives me a direction.
I have been listening and reading so many different things, reading the Bible, listening to a few different scholars, Alister Begg, James Dobson, Ryan Dobson, Ken Davis, and Josh McDowell to name a few . They all say the same thing in a round about way and I truly believe it. God loves me. Jesus loves me. He knows who I am and the struggles I go through. I have started thanking him for the good times and even more important, thanking him for the bad. It is in these bad times that I have learned the lessons I need to keep me out of the bad. Until opened my heart to Jesus, I just was mad about why me. Why am I always hurt. Why can't I make more money, why are my kids pre-mature, why why why..... now I understand. I know that God has a reason for what he does and if we just look and more important ask and even MORE important...LISTEN. Listen and will hear and learn.
Why was I alone so long. Why did the first to true loves in my life hurt me so??? Because I was not ready and God knew I was not ready. I needed to learn about listening and caring and being their for someone. He also knew that he had made a PERFECT women for me. He has, He has let me be with her and I am blessed. I understand
I am so filled with the love God has for me. The sacrifices he made for me. The time he has taken for me. I have learned from him what a good Father does. That being their for my kids is the most important thing I can do. Being their for them and teaching them in a LOVING way, what I have to teach them. To disiplin when needed. To let them find their own way when they need. But most important to be there and to love them.
I am rambling.
I wish I could make everyone feel as I do, as complete as I do, as safe as I do, as loved as I do, since I have opened my heart and soul to Jesus.
Rock
I have been listening and reading so many different things, reading the Bible, listening to a few different scholars, Alister Begg, James Dobson, Ryan Dobson, Ken Davis, and Josh McDowell to name a few . They all say the same thing in a round about way and I truly believe it. God loves me. Jesus loves me. He knows who I am and the struggles I go through. I have started thanking him for the good times and even more important, thanking him for the bad. It is in these bad times that I have learned the lessons I need to keep me out of the bad. Until opened my heart to Jesus, I just was mad about why me. Why am I always hurt. Why can't I make more money, why are my kids pre-mature, why why why..... now I understand. I know that God has a reason for what he does and if we just look and more important ask and even MORE important...LISTEN. Listen and will hear and learn.
Why was I alone so long. Why did the first to true loves in my life hurt me so??? Because I was not ready and God knew I was not ready. I needed to learn about listening and caring and being their for someone. He also knew that he had made a PERFECT women for me. He has, He has let me be with her and I am blessed. I understand
I am so filled with the love God has for me. The sacrifices he made for me. The time he has taken for me. I have learned from him what a good Father does. That being their for my kids is the most important thing I can do. Being their for them and teaching them in a LOVING way, what I have to teach them. To disiplin when needed. To let them find their own way when they need. But most important to be there and to love them.
I am rambling.
I wish I could make everyone feel as I do, as complete as I do, as safe as I do, as loved as I do, since I have opened my heart and soul to Jesus.
Rock
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