WHY AM I SECOND

rockcrawler69

Shared on Tue, 12/09/2008 - 13:07

I AM SECOND

These last six months have been what would seem to me an impossible task. I would not  wish this kind of anguish on my enemy.  If it were up to me, I would have thrown the towl in months ago. I would have crawled into a corner, balled up in the fetal position , put my thumb in my mouth and just died. It has been that hard. It is that hard. It is hard to be the father that I am called to be. I have tried to be the husband I have been called to be.  I know that throughout this, it isn't me that has carriedme through, it has been Jesus. I know HE has carried me. I KNOW IT! He has placed the most amazing people in my life to help hold me up, to catch me when I fall, to give me strength. to encourage, to help me be a dad on my own. It is in the midst of this battle that I have felt him around me.

I am Nashu and I am Second.

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Comments

WallyBR's picture
Submitted by WallyBR on Wed, 12/10/2008 - 14:20
Ditto Stryker - I didn't read this blog post until after I sent you that email. I added your name to my men's small group prayer list last night - you now have another 5 brothers pulling for you.
jtgjr007's picture
Submitted by jtgjr007 on Wed, 12/10/2008 - 15:12
Thanks, for sharing this site with us. Whatever you're going through, know that there are fellow believers out there you've never met who are praying for you.
CMA's picture
Submitted by CMA on Tue, 12/09/2008 - 13:34
cool site. Thanks for sharing that rock.
dkhodz's picture
Submitted by dkhodz on Tue, 12/09/2008 - 14:00
Hang in there, buddy. It will get better, but it may get worse before it gets better because you can't wait that long for it to get better. I hope that makes sense.
Stryker927's picture
Submitted by Stryker927 on Tue, 12/09/2008 - 14:16
We're praying for you bro! Thanks for sharing!
rockcrawler69's picture
Submitted by rockcrawler69 on Tue, 12/09/2008 - 14:21
Thanks DK. I know it will get better. It is hard bro. There are times that I just break down, I have to pull over cause I am just sobbing. But you know, those times are further apart know and as I said, I know HE has a plan, it will all work out one way or the other for HIS glory.
revslow's picture
Submitted by revslow on Tue, 12/09/2008 - 17:35
I'm praying for you my brother. Just remember the man who "says" he don't cry is either a liar or a fool.

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