And then the bottom dropped out.

zombiekitten

Shared on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 09:24

Well it was good while it lasted. The last round of chemo seems to have stopped working. Either that or the small dose i take of Methotrexate once a week has stopped working. OR i'm in a flare up or all of the above. I don't know. All i know is, i'm in a lot of pain again, i'm exhausted all the time, i have NO appetite, and i'm PISSED. If the chemo doesn't work anymore, i'm literally out of options. Nothing left to do but live in pain and wait for the end. Yay for depressing blogs!

Hopefully it's a minor flare up that will go the hell away soon. Any flare up FEELS horrible, but the minor ones go away and then i'm all sunshiney ZombieKitten again! i'm hoping that's the case this time.

For all of you who have continued to keep up with my health issues and who send prayers, vibes and good wishes my way, it means a lot to me and i thank you! <3

Comments

pp2's picture
Submitted by pp2 on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 09:32
Zombie, I'm so sorry you're going through this. I hope for nothing but the best for you and will keep you in my thoughts.
YEM's picture
Submitted by YEM on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 09:42
Well wishes inbound
YEM's picture
Submitted by YEM on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 09:42
Well wishes inbound
YEM's picture
Submitted by YEM on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 09:43
Whoops, double post..... Mark it as well wishes x2 :lol:
TKBosss's picture
Submitted by TKBosss on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 10:27
Keep on fighting. Your in our thoughts!
Pyrus's picture
Submitted by Pyrus on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 11:08
Always praying for you Kitten - stay strong :)
PabstBlueRibbon's picture
Submitted by PabstBlueRibbon on Mon, 10/17/2011 - 20:44
The LORD bless you and keep you; the LORD make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; the LORD lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.
GUL74's picture
Submitted by GUL74 on Wed, 10/19/2011 - 01:27
Hope everything is ok

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