Xmas is coming.. its getting sad

My family is heading to Florida (Mom, Dad, Sis, her hubby and 3 kids) for the holidays and while I could have gone I wouldnt have had fun. Airplane and my head would mean major pain, I dont do well in crowds anymore and really Disneyland would blow. So I opted to stay around here..

Didnt think I would mind so much, but they are leaving today, and while I hate Christmas time, being alone over the holidays is brining up feelings that I was shocked to have.. I am sad, not overly sad yet, but kinda sad that Ill be alone.

My Mom has broke down and cried a few times over  me being alone, but she knows I could never make the plane trip and would be alone during the day in Florida anyways because it would be MIGRAINE central down there from smells, sounds, etc.

But it wont be the first time Ive been alone, wont be the last either. Guess there is always Xbox Live, movies and Pizza..