an update...

Well Jules and I kinda talked a little yesterday. She called me after I had left for a while to pick up a new external hard drive. When I got back I called her, and she didn't seem to have alot to say...I guess just wanted to chat. Which is fine by me.

talked to her online more...asked her if she wanted to get together to talk, then she said something that made me feel better about it all. She said "Meh...I think we need to hold off on getting together until I can get my head straight."

w00t.

So now I'm just gonna wait and go on about my business for however long she needs. I kinda got past the emotional part of it all Saturday I think. But I really think/hope that this will bring a lot of good out of the situation.

I'm still a little down about it, but there's more positive now then there was Saturday.

I've been praying that, if she and I are meant to be together, then let things work out how I hope they will. But if we aren't meant to be together, that the break will be easy, and that both parties will be understanding and that we can remain close friends afterwards. May be unrealistic, but I think it can happen.

Thats it for now.

Gatsu OUT!