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Alcoolism isnt always to kill emotions

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Lunatik-ZX

I mean do you come to life with the flaws made into your family. Im not drinkin because i wanna get rid of my problems, i drink socially and i have lots of fun but the problem is if i drink one beer i need to drink ten more to feel better.

Im not saying its cool to be me , i live with what i am and i love it , but i sincerely want sometimes to drink only one glass of beer or something.

At the first sip i cant resist to the second glass , and i get drunk , i cant drink alchool normally.
Now i need to try again on stoppin drinkin and gettin cofee and fukin virgin ceasar's

im 28 i want a familly, i want a good job , i wanna live a life fully , becoming a kind of "sage" is important to me, working on me , my soul and my mind, its an important thing to me .
understanding myself is important .
becoming what i really am is too ...
its a lot of job .

hey thanks for the time took to read this

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CrypticCat·
One of the easiest things I did in my life sofar was doing away with the booze. I'm much like you, I can't drink socially without ending up becoming drunk beyond repair and being sorry in the morning. Once I start, I'm out of control, so I kindly decline offers for any drink stiffer than plain old soda-pop.\r \r I do take a drink every now and again, but it's so sporadic people are amazed when they see me holding a shot-glass. On the whole, I prefer to have a drink in the safety of my home (if I even think about buying some beers when shopping for groceries), I can go to bed when I relaize it's getting out of hand, and I'll not hurt anyone in the process. Win/win.\r \r Really, doing away with the booze is easy. Just stop. If you can't do that, then you should realize that you're not the social drinker you think you are.
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twistedcaboose·
Luna, you'll do fine. You have a good soul.