Trying to Keep Faith

Well as you all know, my car blew up.  Last Sunday when I was going to work, I was trying to pass a elderly couple out for a Sunday drive.  Well the man thought he saw glass in the road, while I'm trying to pass him, his back cornerpanel hits my fender pushing me off into the ditch.  How can you get mad and go off on a old man? I can't I could see that he truly didn't mean anything by it.  So I told him no problem don't worry about it.  Fast foward to Wednesday night......I was headed to my 2nd job after I got off from my 1st.   Going down a country road at 11:05 at night corn 7 ft high on each side..............................(yeah you know what's going to happen).  A full size deer runs frantically out of the corn on the lefthand side of the road,  no problem, hit the brakes and turn to the left go around the deer everyone's fine right?  NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE dead deer, dead front grille, blowed right headlight and a bent bumper, just enough damage NOT to turn it into the insurance company.  And on a side note I'm still not smoking!!!!!!!! almost 9 weeks and all the shit going on and I'm not smoking!!!!!!!!!!!!