This will be a stressful week

For those keeping up with my blogs, you know that my company is looking to downsize my department.  The 8 of us must reapply and interview for 5 roles.  The interviews are supposed to take place this week (though the schedule hasn't been published yet) and Friday the 28th will be the last day for 3 people.

I ought to be sitting here thinking how cool it is that in 8 days, I'll be playing Halo 3.  Instead, I just feel like I have to puke.  I feel sad and disappointed, yet if I'm going land one of these roles, I have to appear upbeat and enthusiastic.