:-(

hunny bunny... what happened? You're warmth and energy is evident in your writings, it obvious thatyou are a great person! keep yer chin up!

Hope Hershey is as good as new when it's all over & no you'te not crazy. My pets go to the doc beforer I do.

Pets easily become part of your family..... best wishes

It's not silly at all. Best wishes brother.

I feel you brotha. I put my "best bud" and pet to sleep on Saturday night. Louie was a Sphinx, like the Mr. Bigglesworth on Austin Powers. I guess he had Congenital Heart Failure and threw a clot on Saturday afternoon resulting in the paralysis of his back half and a lot of pain for him. Though he was only 5, I guess it happens to a few every now and then. I gave the order though a big part of me almost couldnt do it. I know its not cool to like cats, but one like this would have made a cat lover out of anyone. Loving your pet is by no means silly, and while some may shake their heads at 4k, I know how you feel...I'd pay 10k to have my little kitty back

Im so sorry Fade. Fuck what is cool, or not cool. What these animals give is unconditional. I wish it could have turned out better for Louie. Thanks for your kind words. Thanks everyone for your kind words. I know writing this on a gaming site is kinda weird, but I just needed to write it down, and this is a spot where most of my friends hang out. Just putting it to words made me feel a ton better.

I'd still take ya dancin'. :D You're a good person, a warmth and light sorely needed in the world!