I did it and it felt good!!!

Hey all,

Night before last i finally got up the nerve to get on xboxlive.

My experience(s) went something like this

Experience 1:

Joined a game of burnout paradise at random. Seemed like i was playing with 5 kids probably no more than 15. I say this mainly because of the things they were doing. 1 kid could not stop saying P***y. Over and over he just kept rambling. It was like it was the first time his parents werent home so he had to get it out of his system or something. I HATE IGNORANT TEENS.

As far as the races went we played two which i came in 3rd and 2nd respectively. Not bad for a first time but to think i was playing with kids makes it all the worse.

Then the Xbox God's graced me:

Experience 2:

After that game i went to the Burnout 2o2p gamertag and looked some people up sent a friend request and BINGO!!!

Next thing i know i am playing with guys my age, having normal (sort of) conversation and not feeling like a douche for playing with some kid who should be doing his science homework.

Needless to say it was a blast. Played for just over an hour, racked up some achievements, and got taken out (he said it was an accident...yea right...how is 3 times an accident) by mangus.

What really bothered me though was i had such a good time and i couldn't really play much yesterday (Valentine's Day).It was hard to stay focused on being romantic while i am thinking about getting revenge on magnus. Not that i didn't have a great time with my wife its just i wanted to taste that sweet sweet dish called payback.

Now i got this invite to play a little with 2old2pwn. Little nervous about this one. This feels too much like a job interview. Hmm....should i play my best (which really isnt saying much) or should i flub it so that everyone thinks i am an easy kill.

I shouldnt have to think this much about gaming (too stressful).

Needless to say i am gonna accept the invite from 2old2pwn on some Halo. Hope to make some friends and have a blast without feeling insecure and worthless as a gamer.(maybe an extra dose of Prozac will help)

See Ya,

Jon

Gamertag: Soul Ignited