I need help

It seems like the harder I try to make my life better it just gets worse.  I have to make weekly trip to Jonesboro, 2 1/2 hours away, for my daughters therapy.   I take the truck with GPS, and yet in this town not even GPS will help you.  Roads start then stop and re start two block later. It's just fucked up.  Today I went to Taco bell to grab lunch for Jesse and I couldn't find my wallet, it fell out of my purse. No big deal, get out of the car and grab the wallet...NO the pissy bitch at the window told me to giver her the money or get out of the way.  I didn't say anything to her, I just drove off.  Why would it have been so hard for to let me get out of the car and get the wallet out of the back?  This is when I say Fuck It, it's not my problem I'm not being the bitch so I just won't let it bother me.  I say that but it's easier said than done.  Then leaving there I once again was lost and it took me too long to get back to the doctors office. 

"Shit Happens" but for me it just seems to keep happening, a few weeks ago I had my clavicle (collar bone) poped 3 inches out of place, my hip was dislocated and I got a nasty bruise on my right thigh plus my shoulder was bruised.  None of the bruises are gone yet but they feel better.  Not too bad, I went to the Chiropracter and he got me fixed up. 

But how do you deal with emotional problems?  In the last three weeks I've had to re-tell a story, I never wanted to talk about again, 3 times.  It's an emotionaly draining subject that makes me want to hurt someone every time I have to re tell it.  I wish there was something I could take to deal with that.  Any suggestions would be great.  I'm at a loss and this is just killing me a little bit at a time.

Ice