Bits and Pieces

As those of you that read my blog already know, I luv hugs!  I also am not afraid to tell my friends I luv them.  Cuz I do!  You know the song....Tell me something good...Tell me that you luv me, yeh.  We talk about spreading the luv in gaming, and it is true, we do a lot of that.  We play with friends, attack them, kill them, and that is how we show our luv.    I told a friend I luved him last night, and I think I could feel him blushing over the internet.  But, he liked it.  Made him feel good, and me, too.  So....spread the luv!  It feels good, kinda warm and fuzzy.

It is the 6 month mark for my being separated.  I have been told that gilbert feels there is a deadline next April, which will be a year.  Deadline for what?  Still haven't decided.  Can't seem to move from this place I am at.  I get to avoid unpleasant conversations with the (maybe) stbx (soon to be ex).  I get to be delightfully alone with my kitty.  I do what I want, eat what I want, sleep when I want, and game when I want.  It's nice.  But, the legal complications are overwhelming.  When I consulted a lawyer, all she really wanted to tell me is get the money and run.  Well, I haven't done that.  I just picked up and left without taking anything much with me.  With work being so hard right now, I am just too tired to pursue any legal anything.  So, still thinking, and not doing.

It is so much fun, and a bit confusing, to listen to advice from friends about my new freedom.  One says, get out there.  Check out the internet dating thingees.  Another says, no, you are not ready for that.  Hang with your friends for a while.  And a lot of in between.  Peeps ask me if I am seeing anyone.  Tricky question.  I just smile.  None of your business, really.  When I want people to know what I am doing, I will tell them.  I have always been a private person, believe it or not!  Well, it's easier to write about things than it is to talk about them, dontcha think??  I have been accused of being quiet and shy all my life, and, unfortunately, it is true.  But, I have blossomed in the last few years, and it feels good!

My bits and pieces this morning are starting to get long, so, I'm gone.