Why do i play again???

I am a bad pplayer trying to get better... and i cant ... no wits, no thinkin, no memory...
My master chief has been skullfucked so many time it wont talk to me. even my controller is pissed at me.

You know, i got things that can give you hints about the fact that you are a looser.

1: You get killed 3 times by the same guy in the same spot...

2: You dont know how to use a weapon correctly...

3: You sure your gettin better ... when you play against a level 1 ...

4: You shoot a guy three times with a sniper rifle and he doesnt die...

5: You getting PWNED by your buddy's when they come to play at your home ...

6: You are the timmy's best friends... they all like to pwn you ...

7: You dont know what happenned in a 1v1

Im this kind of guy... I can't pwn people ... and i get pissed

OH GOD WHY ME IM ADDICTED AND YOU GAVE ME NO TALENTS
WHY AM I STILL PLAYING THOSE DAMN VIDEO GAYMES
IM GETTING SKULLFUCKED EVERYTIMES ... HAVENT I GOT AN HONOR
WHERE DID YOU DECIDED TO MAKE ME A STAIN IN THE VIDEO GAME MARKET

where did i lost all my talents... i was pwnin in quake 3 tournament,  Unreal  tournament  was the easiest game of them all...

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Im a looser ...
Im gonna cry...
im such a looser thst even my cats can pwn me

GOD... WHY ME!