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While I love kittens and think they are so cute, I just can't stand cats in general.  We have 1 inside cat, 1 inside kitten and 9 outside cats.  Today I figured out why I don't care for them, after spending an hour cleaning the cage of a pregnant cat I watched as the stupid little fucker messed it all up again within minutes.  I think having OCD makes it harder to like cats because they piss and shit in a box that I have to clean, unlike dogs who pee and poop outside (most of the time lol).  Plus if it isn't scooped out daily it stinks up the house.  So far my daughter is doing a great job

While I love kittens and think they are so cute, I just can't stand cats in general.  We have 1 inside cat, 1 inside kitten and 9 outside cats.  Today I figured out why I don't care for them, after spending an hour cleaning the cage of a pregnant cat I watched as the stupid little fucker messed it all up again within minutes.  I think having OCD makes it harder to like cats because they piss and shit in a box that I have to clean, unlike dogs who pee and poop outside (most of the time lol).  Plus if it isn't scooped out daily it stinks up the house.  So far my daughter is doing a great job

There are days I just want to run away and never come back.  I work my ass off to be a good mom but it never seems to be enough.  I can't get my daughter to keep her things picked up no matter what I do.  I've tried throwing shit away b/c she doesn't pick it up, but it's like she doesn't care.  I'm afraid that one day I will get so sick of it I will just lose and leave or worse.  It was easier being a single mom with no one to fuck up what I was teaching my kid.  Having only one means her grandparents spoil the shit out of her and since it's Smoke's parents there's not much I can do about i

There are days I just want to run away and never come back.  I work my ass off to be a good mom but it never seems to be enough.  I can't get my daughter to keep her things picked up no matter what I do.  I've tried throwing shit away b/c she doesn't pick it up, but it's like she doesn't care.  I'm afraid that one day I will get so sick of it I will just lose and leave or worse.  It was easier being a single mom with no one to fuck up what I was teaching my kid.  Having only one means her grandparents spoil the shit out of her and since it's Smoke's parents there's not much I can do about i

The LAN has been announced and it's all the buzz.  Everywhere we look someone is talking about the LAN, well I am having freaky side effects since the LAN was set.  Last weekend I drove to Mississippi to see my sister and on the drive back I see a guy in the car beside me that looked just like SpeedBump.  Then today I go out for lunch with my daughter and a friend, and I see this dude sitting at a table across the room...this guy looked way too much like Dahji, just more facial hair lol.  Then on the way home I see a guy driving this car that looked like it jumped right out of the 70's and

The LAN has been announced and it's all the buzz.  Everywhere we look someone is talking about the LAN, well I am having freaky side effects since the LAN was set.  Last weekend I drove to Mississippi to see my sister and on the drive back I see a guy in the car beside me that looked just like SpeedBump.  Then today I go out for lunch with my daughter and a friend, and I see this dude sitting at a table across the room...this guy looked way too much like Dahji, just more facial hair lol.  Then on the way home I see a guy driving this car that looked like it jumped right out of the 70's and

I wanted my daughter to get an early start on her school work today so we got up at 8am.  While she was working on her daily school work I started Spring Cleaning.  I started with her playroom, it was a massive mess, I don't know how an eight year old can be so messy lol.  After 1 hour it was all nice and clean and I even set up a table for my Aerogrow, indoor hydroponic garden.  Next was the kitchen; not too bad at first, started with washing all the dishes and cleaning the countertops, then it was time for the stove and the oven.  After 2 hours of scrubbing the non self cleaning gas oven

I wanted my daughter to get an early start on her school work today so we got up at 8am.  While she was working on her daily school work I started Spring Cleaning.  I started with her playroom, it was a massive mess, I don't know how an eight year old can be so messy lol.  After 1 hour it was all nice and clean and I even set up a table for my Aerogrow, indoor hydroponic garden.  Next was the kitchen; not too bad at first, started with washing all the dishes and cleaning the countertops, then it was time for the stove and the oven.  After 2 hours of scrubbing the non self cleaning gas oven

I use to work ALL the time, everyone called me a workaholic.  It started when I was just about to turn 16, I was hired on at Sonic a week b4 my 16th birthday.  I worked so much that when I was a Sr.

Yay school's over, yay I passed the boards...now what?  Then original plan was to work out of a friends shop about 45 mins away, but that fell through when she decided she didn't have enough clients and doesn't want anyone else getting clients that could be hers. I can understand where she is coming from since her and her boyfriend have had a lot of financial problems.