so far no cancer has returned. here's to hoping it stays that way!
thanks for the well wishes.
i actually enjoy going into the hospital. i worked with many of the people there and it's fun to get special treatement when i show up. and the nurses flirting with me never gets old, of course. a doc i know even pulled me out of my pre-reg to help him out with interpreting for a patient. man, i miss working in a hospital and the type of camaraderie that you only find there. i miss the feeling of doing something that actually matters. ah well, all's well and so am i.
so, i'm gonna spend the day in the hospital tomorrow undergoing more cancer testing. fun. all it's gonna do is lead to more testing. i had cancer over 9 damn years ago but all the constant testing makes me feel like i never got rid of it. i wish there could be a godamn easier way to test instead sticking me in hospitals and clinics multiple times a year. it's just fucking depressing.
adding to azure's earlier post, i have this.it's from a band i love called apollo 440 doing a song called krupa. it's a tribute to gene krupa and his drumming style.
some people don't like to see music changed or altered, but i love it. it's not a show of disrespect but an honor to have music influence someone to the point where they wish to be involved with it.
she was the only girl ever...ever to be able tp be photographed in a way where she looked so sexy and cute but never dirty. her pictures were art. i never saw any picture of her that made me think it was porn.
yes, Junk. that's the band and Life is Good is the name of the song. it's actually in a zombie movie; Dance of the Dead, a very good movie. so, this damn song got caught in my head when i heard it and hopefully it'll drive you as crazy as it has me.
it's taken me 2 days, TWO, to get my stuff back in semi-working order!
as you all seem to know already...a disturbingly large amount of my electronics and toys were sabotaged by a gang of 15 whiz kids. i can't begin to describe all the things they did. my house was toatlly upside down! this shouldn't happen to ANYONE!!!!!
