Hangin in there...I think

OMM LAN in Tx is a hot topic, I wanted to go,but the finances just won't let me.GRRRR. Living from paycheck to paycheck right now, I hate that. Was hoping that the prize winnings for the pool league would be enough, but we finnished 2nd and my cut was only 2 bills. Damn. Thought about driving.......25.5 hrs. Just not possible this time of year, to busy at work in NOV. ---sigh--- There will be another LAN, but there are many peeps that will be there(ok all) that I want to meet, all in one place too. Damn, to be independently wealthy.

Going to pick up the fish tanks from the widow today, the fish and final tank on sunday. I am tossed up on my feelings about this. I haven't run a tank in 10 or so years. Not that running it is a problem, used to run 7 at one time and was breeding them too. It's the time, though that's kinda not a problem either I guess. It's only an hour a week. So I guess I'm making to much out of it. Just looking to get fish that mom is gonna like, and want to feed.(to keep her busy) Dad used to run tanks too, so I have no concerns for when I'm away or not home. So more research,like looking for a good pet store. I WILL NOT go to a "department store" to get fish(petco etc). Those peeps/kids don't care and have NFC.

A coworker may be going away again,he violated his probation. A few years ago he was drunk and assaulted a raised ranch with his F-150 PU. So my time off from work is up in the air. days off(going to 6 day work week again) or vacation time(not able to take a full week). So that is concerning as well, I'm getting to old for this shit, working 6 days is tough,especially with the real busy time coming. ---sigh--- Gotta wait and see what happens.

On a positive note, I've gotta new friend. Played some games(H2) with gamerchicklet and had a blast. She is just WAY to concerned about MY rank. I must have told her like 10 times that I don't care about my rank. LOL Added BatmanKM to the mix, just fun times.....something I really needed. Not to forget slipperyalpha and wardevidedunity, good times there too.

It's good to see other peeps thoughts about me,and that I'm well liked. Especially being down in the dumps recently.

Thanks to all, thanks to 2o2p,

Armin