Sleep

I took an anti-anxiety pill yesterday one of my work colleagues gave me. Almost everyone who ACTUALLY knows me on campus has been asking if I'm ok or saying I look funny or asking what's wrong, and when the 5th or 6th one did, I finally just melted down and gave in. I didn't feel the need to share lots of details with him, but what was cool was that he was telling me the shit that's going on in his life, which made my stuff seem pretty insignificant. He slipped me an anti-anxiety pill (forgot the name of it- told me twice, but if I don't write it down, it's like it never existed in my mind) and about a half hour later I started feeling it kick in. I tried carrying on like usual, made a trip down to the copy room, to the office, etc... I got some odd looks from a few people and another round of "are you ok"s. I went back to my office, put my head on my desk for a little bit, and woke up 2 hrs later, which had felt like ten minutes. I was so out of it. I didn't finish getting my classroom ready for Monday, but I can get there early and take care of it. I called the band directors to see if they could give me a ride home cuz I was so sleepy still, so one dropped me off, the other drove my car home. (Luckily I live under 2 miles from school.) I texted people in a stupor, asking to go out, not realizing that I wouldn't be awake if they said yes. They're too busy anyway, which worked out I guess. So I fell asleep again and woke up briefly around 10. Then it was back to sleep and I just now stood up again, feeling groggy but officially awake. It's just after 11am. I think I won't be taking anymore candy from strangers anymore. (Ok, he meant well, and honestly it did the trick. I wasn't thinking about the stuff that was eating at me, because I was asleep). Now that I'm awake it's all back again, but I'll try to be productive today. Should:

1) go jogging (it's a nice day today actually)

2) clean my apartment (what's a little cat hair? yeah ok, I need to run the vacuum)

3) do some much needed practice on my symphony music? (I detest Faure's Requiem)

4) be creative in my kitchen and come up with something spectacular (no one to share it with so probably it'll just be a waste of food)

5) reorganize my music bookshelf (if I know where everything is, even if it's not alphabetical by genre, is that good enough?)

6) play some xbox (because I need a little more frustration in my life- I'm a sore loser)

Your call. I'm feeling indecisive today.