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I failed ...... This time

Gazzara

Shared on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 05:52

Hey guys.

OK, I suck big fat donkey balls, because I succumbed to the feeling of the nicotine rush.  I happened sort of on Friday but the plus side is that I dont smoke nearly as much.  I am still determined to quit but will need help to do it.  I now know what I will be growing through too.

One thing that is going to help also is that I am going to film the whole process through the first 40 days and edit it into a documentary.  I will probably show the video blogs on here and the rest you will have to wait for.  I am booked in to see the doctor next week so well start from there.  I feel Ive let myself down but that will make me even more determined next time.

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AnUmpaLumpa's picture
Submitted by AnUmpaLumpa on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 07:21
Man im sorry gazz ive only just found out about your quitting. Dont feel bad. I see that you said that you have been smoking for a long time and its no wonder it was so hard. You took the bull by the horns but how many people do you see wrestling bulls? Thats because the bull always wins! You gotta get psychological on the mofo, outwit the fuck then stab it in the back yeah! Sorry i digress....Great to hear that you are still determined and getting medical advice. I have the greatest respect for you and wish you all the best.
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Submitted by zorbs on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 08:36
Keep trying gazz. My folks have been quiting and starting for the past 10 years. Its not easy, but its a good thing to do.
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Submitted by Exodio on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 09:33
Congratulate yourself for every cig you dont smoke - it is definitely a good way to start. I just posted in someone elses blog about not smoking - "1. Remember, whether you smoke or not, the craving *will* eventually go away. 2. Realize: You are never going to have a cigarette again. Take that idea and hold onto it. ACCEPT that fact into your very being. That is the key point - you havent accepted that basic fact. Kind of like being able to fly. Thats why I dont jump off buildings anymore. I accepted the fact that I would never be able to. My life is a lot less painful now."
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Submitted by twistedcaboose on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 11:22
Gazzara I too am going to attempt to quit smoking. Ill post here for you and we can do it together. How that sound?
dmanton300's picture
Submitted by dmanton300 on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 11:50
Pussy. ;)
Gazzara's picture
Submitted by Gazzara on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 12:21
Drew - I expected nothing less from you mate, lol. Twisted, thanks for the offer there, that sounds pretty good. Always good to support fellow quitters. Perhaps we should have an official quitter thread?, lol
twistedcaboose's picture
Submitted by twistedcaboose on Sun, 05/14/2006 - 15:26
lmao that might be a good idea....lol
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Submitted by twistedcaboose on Wed, 05/17/2006 - 07:09
My first day didnt go too bad, I find that Im more tired without the stimulant though. I wish I had time to take a walk or something when I want one, but that just isnt possible. You can do it and so can I, dont give up. ;)

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