So here I lie in bed, thinking of the day part 2

 Well, I am simply waiting for my divorce to be finalized, I'm now working at home. And let me tell you the commute from my bed to my office desk is a bitch..LOL. But things are weird in my head, I don't know where to go from here. The kids are in school, my daughter and my family and friends are really supportive and yet I feel like I've just UN accomplished so much. Letting the stress and emotions of 10 years with of commitment is finally starting to sink in. All of the things that can be seen and planned and prepared for are the easy part. The routine I'm creating is easy. But the difficult part is these emotions that just walk up and put their hand on your shoulder. Not asking you to do anything, just letting you know that they're there. Those are my problem, I don't deal well with emotion, though I have learned to do better than in my past. They're like old friends that stop by and while you're friends you really just kinda sit there and take 5 minutes to catch up and then 20 in silence. Damn, sounds like coffee house babble. I love the coffee, but hate the atmosphere they provide...