Well gotta blog..

Kitten and I haven't been well (relationship wise) over the holiday's. We've been doing better, learning a little here and a little there.But I digress for a moment, to tell you about our thanksgiving. I made an AWESOME turkey, delectable and moist and tasty, my mom calls to ask me if my uncle was at their house. Because they were going to a sisters for the holiday. I looked outside and didn't see him, thought nothing of it. We went to my dad's for thanksgiving and my son feels sick, so we went home early. Only to come home and a couple hours later my mom stops by to tell me that they went over to my uncles' apt. and (after a couple hours) had to get the FD to pry open his door. They found him dead of a heart attack that they believe happened on Monday morning. His funeral is tommorrow, I can't go because it's my first day of work. It wasn't long ago that he was diagnosed with stage 2 diabetes. He's fought it hard, and to know that fight has ended has brought me some relief, but not a lot.....

...Like I said, Kitten and I have been struggling, and finally found a place where we could sit down and talk about what was bothering us both. We seem to be in better spirits now. I am thankful for that, because my world is in enough upheaval right now to lose the most important thing in my life, even if I don't show that to her most times. I'm starting to realize that being an asshole has got to be the easiest thing to do in the world. Showing no feeling for others...Wow,how stupid have I been??