3 am

Still have a headache... however i read up and right now in northern utah the allergy crap is horrid. so im assuming its that since i have no other symtoms and no history of headaches :) last night was busy.. Had to take the oldest to the library as she think reading is teen cosmo... so that was a feat than girls scout meeting.... wow some moms are caddy as shit, i was stared at for the longest time and it dawned on me why.... well first off i dont have the same hair as all the other stepford moms here you know the poof in the back of the head and 9 different shades of blonde... NOT that its bad but not me... my hair is red long and curly... i leave it as such.. than i dont dress like im always going to a formal LOL jean capris and a nice top..for me.!!!. however apprently i didnt get the memo to dress up for girls scouts... needless to say i stuck out like a sore thumb and really didnt mind.. :) came home luney had cooked and cleaned up, i guess HE DID get the memo about me losing it if i came home to a tornado.. .:) than tossed and turned all night till the alarm went off at 3 am... why you say???.. well because i thought it may be a good time to allow my 12 yo to learn about responsibilty and the value of money... so i agreed to a paper route... so for the first night i got up early to fold the papers... and to give us plenty of time to find the homes in the pitch black . and get home... well it went well she loved it.. the thought of a job and her own money... BUT stupid me forgot that kids can go back home to sleep BUT not ME>.. i was up till almost 530 am than i fall asleep to have the alarm go back off at 7.... well between the headache and no sleep, Im sligtly LOOPY. this am we will try 5 am.. that way if i do stay up... i can just go to sleep early. WHY do i have Ideas... i could kick my self.. why not let her be like other 12 yos that mooch and have no respect for money LOL or time!!!!!!