gah~

I just love having people from out of town in, It's just so overwhelming entertain them feed them clean up after them, all while maintaining my house of 5 :)  I've also been a bit on edge as well never having a break from the kids is really starting to take its toll. Don't get me wrong I am thankful i get to stay home at this point of my life with the kids but i miss not being able to hop in my car to run an errand.. itslike a 3 ring circus every time i leave the house lol. I am so drained by 6 pm its unreal there is no place around here to just go get a drink.. but than you ask your self with whom would i go with ... my friends are moms to with little to no energy to shower and get ready let alone actually make it out. I get to play Gears but typically with the baby on my lap at all times. I noticed my self just getting so snippy lately like he should know it all be a mind reader and fix it... when in fact he works all day as well and is tired and in need of a break.. but when you live and breathe children and cleaning and cooking all the time .. it truly gets draining.   I am going to look for a few more titles to play at night even if its with the baby on my lap :)

BUT on a lighter note.. we took the kids to the new childrens museum and had a great time by the time we paid for the day we decided to just purchase a memebership, the kids had a ball i enjoyed my self as well.. i acted like such a kid playing with all the great things :)  although i sound whiny i do love being a mommy :)