Life and Death

I havn't been around in a couple of weeks because my computers motherboard blew up. I planned on building a newer more powerful desktop but in the meantime I bought a new Toshiba laptop.

So the bad news...

My grandmother suffered a major heart attack early Wednesday morning due to a blockage in her heart. She passed away at 9 am Thursday morning. What none of you know because I don't share  much about my life is that  my grandmother was THE  most  influencial  person in  my  life.  She raised  me since  I was 3 years old. She was my grandmother, my mother, my mentor, and my best friend all rolled into one.

It's been hard dealing with it. But about 10 years ago when m grandfather passed it was worse. I suffered a nervous breakdown and pushed everyone away from me and basically became a recluse for almost a whole year.

This time I think I prepared myself for it knowing I was more attached to her that the pain would be worse if I didn't become emotionally ready.

okay thats all I want to say about this for now.

I love you gramma, rest in piece.

Phyllis  Harvey
Nov 1931 - Mar 2008