family babble

I am slightly stressed. I try to just enjoy this time with my family but this last week or 2 has been out of control with holiday parties and obligations. I live in a neighborhood that when someone gets sick or has a baby you HELP period. UNLESS your sick or injured you are EXPECTED to help. NOW i could say fuk off but really I would only hurt the kids because than all the mommies wouldnt let their kids play with MY girls lmao.. SO i paint my smile and COOK... and COOK..... and HELP.... and COOK more. than the friggen school crap.. NOW dont get me wrong who doesnt like to see there lil darlings go sing off key and belt it out like shes a super star but do i need to watch in her class... than during the lunch break than the next night for 2 hours while other kids sing... GAH now times that by 2 because both girls have seperate "plays"  than my BIZ... SCENTSY I love it... adore the flexabilty it gives me the income I ADORE IT,,... but this time of year people forget I have 1100 hundred other customers and although i do understand YOU NEED the ugly ass wild west warmer ITS not a life or death situation.. however since the said person spent 300 dollars thus far i feel the need to drive over 45 mins to find this warmer just so she can be happy.. I get it home unload the kids... make dinner wrap her order drive to her house ... to which she tells me, " DIDNT you get my EMAIL.""" UM no bitchhead i was busy driving around for your ass.... well she decided to find another one instead... and AGAIN paint my smile on and pretend its OK,.!!!  drive home enter another few parties stay up late to clean the house. ALL WHILE I WATCH LUNEY PLAY...  one day you all will read of a Horrible accident involving an x box and BADLY placed controller!!!!!!!!!!! I see no end in sight.. But on that note Im going to take the kids to the festival of trees... NOW i will want to punch a candy cane eating whinning bitch ass lil kid at the event cause he's screaming at his mom.. BUT my girls will have a ball so I will take them LOL

oh on a seperate note .... Im tired of pretending its ok to leave a room without a goodbye or see ya UNLESS its family or another real reason but to bounce mid round to go to another room AGAIN A HUGE pet PEEVE i have.. DONT COME in my DAMN ROOM!!!!!!!!! ROOM WHORE~ :)                  *disclaimer* above said is ok if the lagg is so bad your so frustrated you cant even form a sentence !!! I understand that :)

NOW Happy Hanukkah to all of our Jewish friends here at 2o2p even the bad ones that forgot it started !!!!!!!