It's been a while.....

And you must have missed me, lol. Our Internet got shut down due to a screw up at AT&T, the fuckers We get $50 out of the fuck up, but it still sucks. And I missed the Pwnathon with the Ladies Friday night!! That really pissed me off and was super crappy since I was really looking forward to it.

Not having Internet access blows, especially when you are like me and use it for EVERYTHING. I couldn't check my email, talk to my friends or family because we generally use IM, blog, look up phone numbers, pay my bills (because I do it all online and don't like talking to real people most of the time..call center shit sucks and I hate going in to pay, lines are not my friends), couldn't look up random facts that we do on a daily basis...because we are really retarded like that, and most importantly, I couldn't play Halo!! I simply must have Internet....good Internet access, if not great. Lol.Not to mention Sunday was my 1 year anniversary on the site and I totally missed it!!

In other news...Sicrik kicked our roommate out a week an a half ago, it was getting too stressful with him here and the problems he was trying to cause. Still love him, but I will never again bend over backwards to help him out. Actually he says he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore because it is 'too hard'. He thinks I'm not 'enough' for Sicrik, that I lie about everything, and that I am just a fat lazy bitch who he can't stand anymore...dumb shit. Fun, fun!! I have learned a whole lot about myself after all of this...and I will simply not allow anyone to ever take advantage of my generosity and my friendship ever again. I believe I am a good friend...I would and have done everything I could for any of my friends, but it never seems to get appreciated at all and certainly never reciprocated. The reciprocation isn't nearly as important as the appreciation....but a one sided friendship isn't ever any fun, but those really seem to be the only ones I have. It makes me leery of making friends and I can come off as standoffish to some....but after being screwed over so many times by 'friends' it makes me sort of less than trusting of people who make overtures of friendship towards me. I have issues, lol.

Anyways, I am super happy I'm back on and I'll post some hotties later in celebration :)

Happy Wednesday!!
~Durty