My Day Of Guilt

My last few days I have been playing Oblivion.  A lot.  I havent clocked up any where near the amount of hours that my wife has on it but am making steady progress now and starting to feel the buzz of the whole Oblivion game.  I took me a while for me to get into Morrowind too but once I was hooked I was playing for 250 + hours.  I have now become the arena champion and am steadily progressing through the dark brotherhood quests with a couple of the town side quests being achieved along the way.

This time I always said to myself that I will mix this game and play others too so I will be able to have a laugh with my online friends.  This means getting back into GRAW which I havent played in a week.  Playing PGR 3 which I havent played for at least 2 months and COD 2 which I have hardly played at all.  Yesterday I hav a chance to do some gaming and Im thinking "no Oblivion, just for today".  I switch the 360 on and see my FL and they seem to be playing bloody Halo 2.  Normally people would be playing other games but not today.  I jump on to Halo 2 to play with them and we have a laugh and some good games were played.

This is where I feel guilty though.  Of all the games I play I play Halo 2.  The time when I needed to play GRAW for our world war battle against Canada I cannot as I had to do the family thing and had to let my team-mates go through this without me (they done really well apparently so perhaps they didnt need me, lol).  When I get home instead of spending some time with diferent games I go back to bloody Halo 2 again.  I saw Angelito on there who had said he would show me the ropes on COD2 but what did I do?  A few friends who I hadnt seen online for a while because of Oblivion sessions come on to Halo 2 so I join them instead of Angelito and feel bad for it.  He was with other players anyway but that doesnt excuse what I did.  What Im trying to say is that I am like a kid in a candy store at the moment with all these great games to play but I cant seem to spread myself around enough to be able to be with everyone online which is frustrating. 

I will from now on try to join whoever is online on whatever game I feel like playing regardless of who is playing what and what invites I am receiving at the time.  Im am sorry also if this is coming across as a load of shite but the session lasted until 2 this morning and I am working now and feel very battered.