Thank you all for the nice private messages and emails and comments in regards to my last blog. I dont usually open my self up like that because, hey we all have had bad things happen to us, it doesnt make me special. I feel (maybe better) different this morning, and not sure what I will do. Nightmares in the night didnt help either, but I look at it like it was something or someone reminding me I need to be strong.. I am glad I did not drink last night. That would have been bad.
Solar Fury
I seriously feel like a total douche bag.
