ok so with all my bitching and moaning i never get a break, the few friends i have here in mormonville gave me a call their going out tomorrow night I assume with these ladies that means dinner drinks maybe a movie not to sure since i often am not able to go.... this time the hubby figure is going to be home so i agreed and with all this build up IM HAVING FUKN GUILT.. how is this possible,?????? i'm sane most of the time.... so why is it i cant let go ???? jeesus this is excatly why men think WE"RE nuts!!!!!! bitch you wanna go out.. have a chance to than change ya mind 4 times....