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Ever since November 12th of last year....Gears of War has been my shooter of choice. In the beginning their were a few issues that needed to be fixed. And some of them were.
Then things that didn't need to be touched were getting screwed up. The roadie run for one. Before all the "fixes", the roadie run was fine. The system worked. But all these timmies started bitching on the Epic forums about how much it sucked....

Yesterday I posted about needing some changes because I'm tired of alot of things in my life.

So big change #1.) Losing weight.
I've posted blogs about doing this in the past...and I'll start for a while, but I ALWAYS end up getting distracted for 1 day and that fucks me over big time. Because I don't get back into the right mind set. So here's the plan.

- granola bar & water for breakfast
- subway roast beef sub (lettuce, pickles & honey mustard on wheat) & water for lunch
- toast w/peanut butter & yogurt pack for dinner

Yesterday I posted about needing some changes because I'm tired of alot of things in my life.

So big change #1.) Losing weight.
I've posted blogs about doing this in the past...and I'll start for a while, but I ALWAYS end up getting distracted for 1 day and that fucks me over big time. Because I don't get back into the right mind set. So here's the plan.

- granola bar & water for breakfast
- subway roast beef sub (lettuce, pickles & honey mustard on wheat) & water for lunch
- toast w/peanut butter & yogurt pack for dinner

I've come to a realization over the weekend. And today has just made it alot clearer.

I'm tired of it all.

Not suicidal. So don't think that. This isn't a "oh Im tired of the world and all its pain" bullshit. This is a "I'm tired of my job, home, situation overall. Has nothing to do with the world. Its just me.

Tired of my job, mostly the people involved in it. I won't say I hate them. But I will say I'm not a "fan" of my co-workers.

Tired of this town...so its time for a move. But I can't afford it right now. Shitty pay. lol.

I've come to a realization over the weekend. And today has just made it alot clearer.

I'm tired of it all.

Not suicidal. So don't think that. This isn't a "oh Im tired of the world and all its pain" bullshit. This is a "I'm tired of my job, home, situation overall. Has nothing to do with the world. Its just me.

Tired of my job, mostly the people involved in it. I won't say I hate them. But I will say I'm not a "fan" of my co-workers.

Tired of this town...so its time for a move. But I can't afford it right now. Shitty pay. lol.

Anyone who has ever been involved in the printing or design business will understand my following rants....the rest might or might not. But anyway...here goes.

This week has been hellish. Our 4-color press dies Monday...so NO major jobs were getting done. Then in our moment of need our main color copy machine decides to choke on a fat one while trying to run some big jobs on it. How's that for typical.

Gets better.

Anyone who has ever been involved in the printing or design business will understand my following rants....the rest might or might not. But anyway...here goes.

This week has been hellish. Our 4-color press dies Monday...so NO major jobs were getting done. Then in our moment of need our main color copy machine decides to choke on a fat one while trying to run some big jobs on it. How's that for typical.

Gets better.

So...I was actually in a really good mood this morning. Driving down the road to my job...Amon Amarth blaring in my cd player. Get to work...get all my shit straight...sit down...*pop*. I look down and theres my underwear. The button on my brand new pair of black shorts decided to snap...and there were my fruit of the looms.

Luckily I have a small box of paperclips. So a quick trip to the john and some small-scale metal bending...and I've got my pants secured again. Now I hope that I don't get stabbed by the paperclip...or that the paperclip rips my pants.

So...I was actually in a really good mood this morning. Driving down the road to my job...Amon Amarth blaring in my cd player. Get to work...get all my shit straight...sit down...*pop*. I look down and theres my underwear. The button on my brand new pair of black shorts decided to snap...and there were my fruit of the looms.

Luckily I have a small box of paperclips. So a quick trip to the john and some small-scale metal bending...and I've got my pants secured again. Now I hope that I don't get stabbed by the paperclip...or that the paperclip rips my pants.

feeling a bit better today...though not a whole lot. Bored at work so I decided to doodle a bit. Wish I had my wacom tablet...I could doodle a little cleaner and I wouldnt have to scan a pen drawing. heh...


anyway...here's 15+ minutes of hard artistic labor.  Carmine from Gears of War.



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