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Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strength to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place

Ok, here's one for the ages.  This is absolutely bizarre, insane, and improbable...all with a dash of paranoia thrown in.

When I was wandering in the desert
I was searching for the truth
I heard a choir of angels calling out my name
I had the feeling that my life would never be the same again
I turned my face towards the barren sun

When I was wandering in the desert
I was searching for the truth
I heard a choir of angels calling out my name
I had the feeling that my life would never be the same again
I turned my face towards the barren sun

"What am I doing wrong?"

Here's a little story from my court trip yesterday.  I went up first (since I checked in first) and had to wait for a bit for the judge to sign off on the order.  So I'm sitting there listening to some true horror stories (no joking) from some poor women who are being terrorized by guys.  On a side note, there's the whole "here's this 6'4, 340 pound guy getting a restraining order against a tiny woman" and being the only guy there seeking protection thing that doesn't help the ego much.

"What am I doing wrong?"

Here's a little story from my court trip yesterday.  I went up first (since I checked in first) and had to wait for a bit for the judge to sign off on the order.  So I'm sitting there listening to some true horror stories (no joking) from some poor women who are being terrorized by guys.  On a side note, there's the whole "here's this 6'4, 340 pound guy getting a restraining order against a tiny woman" and being the only guy there seeking protection thing that doesn't help the ego much.

I suppose I should start off with an update on the back.  Its still messed up of course, but I'm getting around a bit better as long as I keep medded up.  The Lyrica is helping some, its not as potent as the oxycontin but I can concentrate a lot better and I'm more myself lately, which is good.  I had an MRI on the 19th and dropped the images off at my doc's this past Monday evening.  He was supposed to call me but didn't, and of course he's on vacation now.  His assistant told me he took a quick look at them and said he was thinking about a series of epidurals.  I don't think I want to do

I suppose I should start off with an update on the back.  Its still messed up of course, but I'm getting around a bit better as long as I keep medded up.  The Lyrica is helping some, its not as potent as the oxycontin but I can concentrate a lot better and I'm more myself lately, which is good.  I had an MRI on the 19th and dropped the images off at my doc's this past Monday evening.  He was supposed to call me but didn't, and of course he's on vacation now.  His assistant told me he took a quick look at them and said he was thinking about a series of epidurals.  I don't think I want to do

New blog theme. Since I'm an Iron Maiden fan, why not eh?

The background is the sleeve art from the single "Wasted Years" off the album Somewhere in Time from back in 1986. Its a great song, one of their best, from when they first began experimenting with synth effects. Its got some really great lyrics that bring you down to earth and make you think. I highly recommend hitting up the Limewire for a copy of the song if you've never heard it before, or just follow the linkee below and check out the video. I hope you get the same enjoyment from it I do! Enjoy!

New blog theme. Since I'm an Iron Maiden fan, why not eh?

The background is the sleeve art from the single "Wasted Years" off the album Somewhere in Time from back in 1986. Its a great song, one of their best, from when they first began experimenting with synth effects. Its got some really great lyrics that bring you down to earth and make you think. I highly recommend hitting up the Limewire for a copy of the song if you've never heard it before, or just follow the linkee below and check out the video. I hope you get the same enjoyment from it I do! Enjoy!

So I get the order of protection granted against my exwife.  Here I am, 6'4 340 pounds getting a restraining order against a woman a foot shorter and 120 pounds lighter than me.  Such is life, I guess thats what happens when one party is passive and the other is aggressive and violent.