It is amazing how someone my age (31) can feel so stinking old sometimes. Granted I have plenty of life experiences. I've seen most of this country. I've seen most of Europe. As have most people, I've experienced the deaths of many family members and close friends. I have, and have had, more than my fair share of health problems. I am married to the most amazing woman. We have been married three years and together well over 4. We have no kids, though. Maybe my feeling so old is why I do not want any kids. The fear of feeling even older. But even as I inch closer to middle age, and