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Ya know...the kinda days that you try to avoid having to talk about stuff, but then end up talking about stuff.

I had alot of stuff built up about mine and julias relationship...how I felt, what I thought....and that I wasn't getting what I needed from the relationship. She talked a little bit. But not much. I just got the "I don't know" answer whenever I asked for input. I said I didn't know if we should just take a break and just be friends....or break it off completely or what. And I really don't know. All I know is that I love her.

Shit...even being scared right now would be more interesting than whats  really happening...not a damn thing.

Its another day at work that I have literally NOTHING to do. But I don't want to leave early...but then....just sitting here.....for 3 more hours....

just........sitting.......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUGH!

This is stupid.

boredom sucks. soooooo bad.

I wish I could go jog or do something exercise-wise, but Im stuck in the office. And by the time I get home I will want to sleep.

-_-

this sucks.

Shit...even being scared right now would be more interesting than whats  really happening...not a damn thing.

Its another day at work that I have literally NOTHING to do. But I don't want to leave early...but then....just sitting here.....for 3 more hours....

just........sitting.......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUGH!

This is stupid.

boredom sucks. soooooo bad.

I wish I could go jog or do something exercise-wise, but Im stuck in the office. And by the time I get home I will want to sleep.

-_-

this sucks.

And its not of the King, its of the Jedi.

Well now that I've kicked things off with a dork-like mood.

I figured I would give everyone an update on what's been going on. Been somewhat busy this weekend. At least trying to appear so. Did some Photoshop work that I'll be showing off in the next day or so. Nothing too amazing. Just some dvd replacement covers I've been wanting to get done.

And its not of the King, its of the Jedi.

Well now that I've kicked things off with a dork-like mood.

I figured I would give everyone an update on what's been going on. Been somewhat busy this weekend. At least trying to appear so. Did some Photoshop work that I'll be showing off in the next day or so. Nothing too amazing. Just some dvd replacement covers I've been wanting to get done.

Or games with me on Live, or just chats in sitechat.

I'm stepping away for a while. I've got some things I need to work out in my life and some situations have arisen that are requiring alot of thought. Friendships, relationships...steps I wanna take towards my future, my health...that kind of stuff.

So in order for me to do that, I've gotta put the controller and keyboard down for a while and really focus on kicking it all in the balls.

Thanks for your understanding.

Or games with me on Live, or just chats in sitechat.

I'm stepping away for a while. I've got some things I need to work out in my life and some situations have arisen that are requiring alot of thought. Friendships, relationships...steps I wanna take towards my future, my health...that kind of stuff.

So in order for me to do that, I've gotta put the controller and keyboard down for a while and really focus on kicking it all in the balls.

Thanks for your understanding.

But Julia and I made this "our song"...her idea at first. Now every time I hear this song randomly on my mp3 player...I miss her.

I miss her right now actually...

The Vandals - Fucked up Girl
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pemseWm-rE[/youtube]

The lyrics:

I'm well aware that you are chemically imbalanced
but I'm the kind of guy that likes a challenge
from a crazy kind of girl who lives in her own world
Who is legally insane

But Julia and I made this "our song"...her idea at first. Now every time I hear this song randomly on my mp3 player...I miss her.

I miss her right now actually...

The Vandals - Fucked up Girl
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pemseWm-rE[/youtube]

The lyrics:

I'm well aware that you are chemically imbalanced
but I'm the kind of guy that likes a challenge
from a crazy kind of girl who lives in her own world
Who is legally insane

If you aren't playing customs in the beta yet...you need to smash you're face into a nest of ravenous badgers. For it is the new hawtness.

that is all.