pearly_54's blog

I have a wild imagination.....  I luv to daydream and get caught doing it pretty often.  I have my fantasies.  Oh, yeh, I know.....those are good too!  But, it's more like, if you could do anything your wanted, and it wouldn't hurt anybody or be "bad" or anything, what would you do?  It's sorta like the game I played with my kids when they were little.  If you had a million dollars, how would you spend it?  Well, my favorite fantasy/daydream.......

When I was a new nurse, even before that, when I was a nursing assistant, I worked in the intensive care nursery.  I absolutely adored it!  When I was an NA, I got to feed and bathe the babies.  I'm talking 3-5 lb rug rats!  I gavage fed the really little ones that couldn't suck yet.  I was extremely proud of the fact that, even tho I was not licensed, the nurses trusted me enuf to teach me how to stick a tube down a baby's throat and feed them.  If they can't suck, they also have no gag reflex, so it was easy.  Some I bottle fed.  I changed their tiny little diapers.  Weighed them, and eve

When I was a new nurse, even before that, when I was a nursing assistant, I worked in the intensive care nursery.  I absolutely adored it!  When I was an NA, I got to feed and bathe the babies.  I'm talking 3-5 lb rug rats!  I gavage fed the really little ones that couldn't suck yet.  I was extremely proud of the fact that, even tho I was not licensed, the nurses trusted me enuf to teach me how to stick a tube down a baby's throat and feed them.  If they can't suck, they also have no gag reflex, so it was easy.  Some I bottle fed.  I changed their tiny little diapers.  Weighed them, and eve

So I've put it off.  Yeh, even longer than I thought!  Today was the day!  I went to the dentist!  Bah!  The only good thing about going to the dentist is he is soooooo cute!  Well, I actually have done quite well taking care of my teeth for the past, um, 4 years!  ouch!  I do have to go back to get a cracked filling replaced   and I'm gonna get that space between my front teeth closed up, or, that is, closer together.  What a PITA.  He has built his practice so much that I had to really juggle to

So I've put it off.  Yeh, even longer than I thought!  Today was the day!  I went to the dentist!  Bah!  The only good thing about going to the dentist is he is soooooo cute!  Well, I actually have done quite well taking care of my teeth for the past, um, 4 years!  ouch!  I do have to go back to get a cracked filling replaced   and I'm gonna get that space between my front teeth closed up, or, that is, closer together.  What a PITA.  He has built his practice so much that I had to really juggle to

Mid-life crisis

Mid-life crisis

I am a good person...

I am a better friend to others than they are to me....

I have needs and wants, just like everyone else....

I am a good person....

I have my bad days, today is one....

Neglect, rejection, isolation, abandonment.....

I am a good person......

I have social anxiety, and it is a hurtful way to be.....

It's hard to reach out, but I do....

I am a good person....

I am a good person...

I am a better friend to others than they are to me....

I have needs and wants, just like everyone else....

I am a good person....

I have my bad days, today is one....

Neglect, rejection, isolation, abandonment.....

I am a good person......

I have social anxiety, and it is a hurtful way to be.....

It's hard to reach out, but I do....

I am a good person....

I always like to go to the gym. I get to take out my frustrations on the machines and stay healthy at the same time! I listen to my tunes for motivation. Problem is, I can't make them loud enuf so that I don't "think". I have said before, I think too much. Been doing it again. One of the tunes I listen to is "Dancing with Myself" by Billy Idol. Now, I thought that had a certain meaning.....then I saw The Video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xco3-pA8168